a little more progress

I'm obviously horrible at keeping up on this thing! But we did have our first home study and have our second one scheduled for this week! I also contacted an agency to do our international adoption through.  And we are now on a wait list to get on a wait list for a child 0-3 years old. I think the scariest part is hearing how fast this agency is moving families through.  I'm excited but wondering will we have the money we need in time??!! After I got off the phone with that agency I just sat there and cried.  Thinking that we could have our son home sooner then I imagined and thinking: is he even born, if he is does he have enough to eat?  The conditions in Congo aren't good and it just makes me sad. Deep breath and moving forward one day at a time.